I am so anxious today I can't even explain it. I feel like I did as a kid when I knew we were going to Gunnison for the weekend, excited type butterfly's except this isn't excited, its scared. Horrible dark thoughts, fears of things I can't understand. So far I have been able to keep distracted at work with work & at home with other stuff, but today its creeping into my work.
Yesterday all I thought about were my herbs and how pretty they all look and how I hope I don't let them die. It was a very good day. I guess this is how cancer goes, some good days and some bad ones. I really can not wait till Friday when I hope to know what exactly forms Bertha and how we attack her.
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