The Beginning

Its pretty surreal to hear someone tell you that you have cancer.  The word just sort of lingers in the air.  However I will say its even more surreal to tell other people you have cancer.  The reactions vary - some cry, some get super inquisitive, some are quiet, some don't know what to say.  You hear a lot of sorry's, and you'll be in their prayers.  Truth is there aren't any right words - what I was looking for, what I needed and what I eventually received from my 'people' was a normal conversation.  I don't want my discussions to be centered around biopsy's and doctors.  I want to hear Kelly tell me a story about her son's love of burping at completely inappropriate times.  I want to hear Danielle tell me about a book I just HAVE to read and then laugh that Kelly shouldn't read it due to its provocative content.  If anything I have gained a unique perspective of the importance of time & spending it with people I love & enjoy.